Perginya menghadap Ilahi

Kullu nafsin zaaiqotul maut (setiap yang hidup psati akan merasai mati)...
dan apabila ditimpakan sesuatu musibah...ucapkanlah innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiunn...(drpd Allah kita datang dan kepadaNya pula kita kembali)...

Berita perginya seorang insan bernama guru yang diterima sebentar tadi seolah-seolah menyentap urat nadiku. Pantas air jernih memenuhi kolam mataku...cikgu...sudah sampai masamu...sudah selesai kontrak hidupmu...semoga dikau damai di sana...jasamu guru tak mungkin dapat kulupa...hanya yang Esa dapat membalasnya...

"Ya Allah ampunkan segala dosanya...tempatkannya bersama hambaMu yang Kau kasihi..."
Serasa ingin kupecahkan empangan jernih ini...biar ia mengalir...membawa pergi rasa pedih ini...maafkan anak muridmu ini wahai guru...belum sempat aku menjengukmu apatah lagi membalas budimu...
kau telah pergi dulu...hanya doa yang mampu kupanjatkan mengiringi pemergianmu...

Setiap yang hidup pasti akan merasai mati. Itu ketetapan Ilahi...
Banyak yang sudah pergi...masa mereka sudah habis di sini...menuju barzakh untuk dihuni...
Perjalanan mereka sudah tamat di sini...menuju akhirat yang kekal abadi...

Persoalannya kini...
Bila tiba masaku nanti?
Apakah aku sudah siap menghadap Ilahi?
Bekalan apa yang akan mengiringi?
Berat di kanankah atau di kiri?
Aahhh..resah..risau...menggamit diri...
Ingatlah mati...ia mampu mendidik hati...
takut pada Ilahi...

"Rabbana tahtim 'alaina bihusnil khotimah wa la tahtim 'alaina bisu'il khotimah...ameen ya robbal 'alaminnn"

muhasabah

abes j dr mai berucap rse cam nak jerit2 j..umran da abes ..yippi..yihuuu...xpyh da nk pk psl beg...psl ape nk goreng tym meeting...psl e2 n ini...tp perasaan 2 bkn perasaan hepi semate...perasaan de bercampur baur..hepi..suke..terharu..sume de...cam nk nanges pon ade...speechless nk gambarkan..hehe..jiwengs.

hope sgt x jd rumah da siap pahat masih berbunyi...melihat kepada overall performance...UMRAN 2011 boleh dikatekan sukses...tp xboleh nak kte ape2 lg...masih ade saki baki kerje yg perlu disempurnakan...masih ade postmortem yg perlu dihadap...cuakz. sebelum org menilai better nilai diri sendiri dulu.

SPECIAL TASK. new job. new field. resign suda keje2 gagah prep n techku..hehe.nebes jap dpt tugas neh. walaupun committee ni bukanla leading role tp aku pecaye satu litar elektrik xkan lengkap dan berfungsi kalau de satu komponen kecik x bergerak. jdk head bkn mudah. kekurang dan kelemahan dalam management n planning akan wat keje jd kurg smooth. keje2 xbjaye dispread evently mulenye.tp syukur Alhamdulillah. sebab dikurniakan membe2 grup yg boleh diharap dan sangat memberi kerjesame, buah fikiran dan tenage. thnx korg.

Syukur alhamdulillah jugak bile bosku adelah org yg paling dekat dgn aku...thanx sbb byk lead n tolg aku wat keje ni...walaupon kadang2 rse down jugak bile kne tembak n kureng bjaye melaksanekan tugas kecik neh lau nk bnding ngn keje bos tp i'll take as s part of learning process. berlapang dada walaupun fikiran2 negatif 2 ade dok bersarang dalam dada. rse x konfiden..rse x gune...rse xboleh harap langsung ko neh petem...wat keje kecik 2 pon xreti...huhu...xpe petem...blaja...drive bia slow asal jgn stop. lau x smpi ble2 pon x smpi destinasi 2.kann..

ketidaksempurnaan senang buat orang rse down...sedeyh..frust..kecewa...tp ia juga satu anugerah bilemane kte jd sedar btape kecik n lemahnye kte sebagai hambe. btape kerdilnye kte untuk melaksanakan perancangan...wat kte igt yg sebagai manusia kte cume mampu merancang, berusehe dan berdoa..Dia yang tentukan bejaye atau tidak rancangn kte 2...

ketidaksempurnaan jugak dapat elak kte jdk org yg sombong. angkuh. riak. rse hebat. overconfident ngn keje sendiri..pndg entng keje org laen...hewm..learn 2 c things in a bright side.

ape2 pon thnx UMRAN. learn a lot from u. sorry 2 all kalau ade keje2 special task yg kurang sempurna dsebabkan kelemahan n kekurangan petem.i'll keep on learning....         

aFraiD to ReaLize

its been quarter of journey passed already. she yet to decide where to stop neither which route to take.still surveying the best direction to be followed on herself...

its been quarter of journey passed already. but now only she realize that she's not driving alone. there were, Mini Cooper on the right side, New Beetle on the left, Alphard at the back even Satria GTi, Kelisa, Vitara accompanying  her journey. only now she realize that they were there not only to make her proud to be one of them...neither to stop whenever mini austin exhausted of speeding but for her to learn from them on how to drive at highway which is so much different from driving at "jalan biasa" where she can stop anywhere, anytime in the journey, where she can drive as slow as 60km/j to appreciate the scenery, where she don't have to care how far is the next R&R to fill the tank...where she can think that driving is simple.so simple that you don't have to think to keep on driving. they are there for her. sent by Him to accomplished the journey in the rightful way. mini austin has wasted all the quarter of her journey by not realizing why on earth these cars were driving next to her all this while...

but mini austin is neither mini cooper nor alphard. speeding makes her engine hot...she need to service few times more than new beetle and Satria to keep her move. Sometimes she got tired that made her took an exit...leaving those cars in their track to drive on her own route. she felt so much relax that time. less stress. less tense. the only thing is that driving without them makes journey less interesting, less fascinating...drive alone makes beautiful scenery become dull, she's driving only for the sake of reaching the final destination.

taking the highway again makes the journey more meaningful but a little scarier than before. Cars speeding out of their meters. leaving her behind that consequently makes her slower than should be...why on earth that happen?hey, wake up!lean on Him...no matter what...Mini Austin can still speed up to reach the peak...that destination of everybody aims for...SEMANGAT!

    

e.g.o.i.s

kerr???

bila perut dah berkeroncong dan tiba-tiba pulak ada orang hulur sepinggan nasi lemak sambal sotong...
panas-panas pulak tu...tapi korang tolak mentah-mentah walaupun dah giler kecur tengok sambal tu semata-mata alasan nak jaga kalori dalam badan...sumpah x logik...x relevan langsung...tapi korang tetap dengan pendirian korang walaupun makin lama makin rasa macam nak telan anak gorila seekor.
korang berpegang pada kepercayaan yang sebenarnya korang sendiri tak rasa betul...korang tau x salah pun kalau makan sesudu dua untuk isi perut yang dah menyanyi lagu koi mil gaya lam citer kuch kuch hota hai tu...tapi korang takut sangat nak sentuh nasi lemak tu sebab dah terlalu lama makan roti canai cicah dal.korang takut sangat sambal tu pedas, nasik tu mentah, sotong tu liat...walaupun korang cuma tengok dan tak jamah sesudu pun...

korang rasa itu dipanggil ego ke?

mini cooper n mini austin

one day mini cooper and mini austin go for a journey. they both ride together in the same speed though sometimes cooper have to take the left lane and let austin left behind. but still they will keep riding together as much as possible. however, in a sudden cooper need to take the next exit at the front because something comes up. though austin knows that they will ride together again but she feel so damn hard to let cooper go.austin don't really know why.just because...

austin keep questioning herself either the feel of not letting go comes from her selfishness or she just don't what anything bad happen to cooper...it is true that austin afraid to travel alone though she knows that she still can reach the destination even if she's alone but the fact is she doesn't feel that cooper have to take that exit...just it...hope that cooper will be guided by Him to take the best road...

vandalism vs art

Standing by the wall. posed. klikkk...hahha. Don't believe i just did that. 

Segan jugak  r gi posing maut x ingat depan orang lalu lalang...but i'm worth it. Not many people can appreciate their artwork like i just did...some of you may think that this is rubbish. Painting the wall with colours of sprays...with unable-to-be-read words...no pays...no praise...and may be jailed if they got caught. Its nothing but vandalism and worthless things ever. Is it?

if i were to comment on this the answer is definitely different. for me it is art. art is much different from vandalism...if they are painting nicely, neatly like this we call it art. it's just the matter of place and space. if they were given space to practice this it would be nice artwork to be appreciated, it will help teens like them to express their feelings and shows their talent, and without fear i can say that it will be one of tourism attraction place to be visited, in and outside the country.

as a designer we have to see thing from different angle. always see the opportunity from the weakness of a place. don't always see them as a threat.  

thats my point of view.what about yours?think(",)?

MuWaSaFat MusLim

muwasafat muslim tu mksdnya sifat2 yg ada pd seorg muslim =) ada 10 yg dsenaraikn:


1) aqidah yg sjahtera

asy hadu anla ilaha illallah wa asyhadu anna muhammadar rasulullah

2) ibadah yg sohih
mantopkan yg wajib...tambahkan yang sunat...ibadat bukan sekadar beri'tikad...tak boleh main ikut2 semata...


3) akhlak yg mantap
Rasulullah bersabda bahawa "aku diutuskan tidak lain adalah untuk menyempurnakan akhlak"
dan akhlak yang ditunjukkan kepada kita adalah quran...

4) luas pngetahuan
tolabal ilmi faridhotan 'ala kullu muslim wa muslimat
hadith nabi yang bermaksud menutut ilmu itu diwajibkan ke atas seluruh muslim dan muslimat

Pesan Imam Banna: Perlu boleh membaca dengan baik, mempunyai perpustakaan sendiri dan cuba menjadi pakar dalam bidang yang diceburi.

5) kuat/sihat tubuh badan
Rasulullah saw menitikberatkan soal ini. Maksud Hadis : Mukmin yang kuat itu lebih baik dan lebih dikasihi Allah dari mukmin yang lemah, tetapi pada keduanya ada kebaikan


6) mampu berdikari
berdikari bukan beli kari...kena sediakan diri untuk semua perkara jangan mengharapkan orang lain...

7) mlawan nafsu
jahat woo nafsu ni...kita kena pastikan akal mmelawan nafsu...kalau kita biarkan sewbaliknya yang berlaku maka.......tengok j r senario zaman sekarang ni

8) mnjaga masa
surah al-asr

9) tersusun urusan
Untuk manfaatkan waktu dengan baik.. perlu penyusunan dalam segala urusan.

10)bermanfaat pd org lain
rasullullah bersabda bahawa yang terbaik antara kamu adalah yang memberi manfaat kepada saudara kamu...
antara lain dalam hadith baginda "la yu'minu ahadukum hatta yuhibbu li akhi ma yuhibbu linafsi"-tidak beriman seorang drpd kamu sehingga kamu mencintai pada saudara kamu apa yang kamu cintai...means kalu kita suka belajar...dapat ilmu...kita nak jugak benda tu ada pada kawan kita...




got this from a friend. strive for these muwasafat...may it be my contribution to Islam...